"just a fading fucking reminder of who i used to be"


I've accidentaly glimsed into the past by a message with one of my pals. Those times were wild and honest, nihilistic and careless. 
I so fucking miss those times. Now, I can't even remember when I became another grey face in the crowd?
I know, I shouldn't live in the past, neither in the future but sadly I can't live in the present. I need another dimension, without time.